I don’t think I’m really going to believe I got the tickets until I get the confirmation e-mail. Because it wouldn’t be completely out of character for me to somehow fuck this up and not realize it. And I don’t really believe I got them. 

But now I am off to the opening night of my show and I am going to divert my attention on that! Whatever the last hour or so may have led you to believe, I really am very excited and nervous for my show and today has just had way too many feelings for my teaspoon to handle.